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I've Got Problems

by Timothy Brecht (of Spider Cider)

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1.
Friends 02:33
It's getting hard for me To have faith in what I cannot see To trust with my mind and body In something I cannot see It's really no surprise, I feel like I don't fit in Into any social tribe I don't feel human I'm full of bitterness A shell of a man, I guess I am not brave or bold I hide what I love inside my chest It's really no surprise, It's really no surprise If you should start to leave Just try to see things that I see You're not a prize to win You are my only friends
2.
Hard Lessons 03:01
There's a hole, a hole in my mind I can fall into, I can fall into it if I'm not careful There is a hole, a hole in my heart My friends fall into, when I lose track of who really loves me I am a fool It doesn't really matter what I say As long as I say that I'm sorry when it's over, I'm sorry that it's over It doesn't really matter what I say As long as I say that I'm sorry when it's over, I'm sorry that I'm over it There's a whole other world, aside from the one I'm in That cares about who I curse, it keeps track of all of my sins There's a whole other place, inside of my head It knows what I deserve, it knows I don't deserve to live I was razed in a wasteland I broke the commandments I crept past the curtains I summoned demons I prayed for forgiveness It doesn't really matter what I say As long as I say that I'm sorry when it's over, I'm sorry that it's over It doesn't really matter what I say As long as I say that I'm sorry when it's over, I'm sorry that I'm over it I don't have any friends, I don't have any faith I don't have any friends, I don't have a thing
3.
Light 03:26
What if they find out my secret? What if they ask me questions that I'm too scared to ask myself? What if they cast me out? What if I lose my friends because of this little secret I kept? What if I'm scared for nothing? What if I'm scared for nothing? They say I've got a river of life flowing in my blood, but I feel damned more often then I feel refined If I'm a river of life, I'm contaminated, I am wretched, I am vile I just want to love all of the people in my life I just want to be whatever "a light" means I'm ashamed of my tongue, and the evil that it's been I need to shed my skin I need to shed my skin I just want to love I just want to be This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine on me
4.
I need to get out of my head I need to get out of my mind I need to forget who I am For just a little while God, I'm so afraid to fall asleep I'm afraid of the things that I might see Do you ever get like me? I cannot let my mind wander, God I need help, I need to be free
5.
Loud As Hell 03:27
You speak too loud for someone with a poorly trained tongue It's not that hard to conduct yourself in such a way that doesn't make you come across so dumb I understand it's a status thing, to call yourself by someone else's name But how can you remain alive when you have no idea what it looks like on the other side Jesus Christ, Timothy, why? I always point my fingers out at people who don't deserve it I always call my friends on things that I do all the time I am my own worst enemy, it's hard not to hate who I've been But if I cling to honesty and confess my problems with anyone who will listen then I have hope I have hope, and that's something

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EP by I've Got Problems, Spider Cider acoustic/folk project. It's sort of a conceptual group of songs circulating around spirituality and struggling through growth. Through my last several years of songwriting, I have hit many obstacles. All I want to do is write songs to encourage and inspire the people around me, and to share my life with anybody who wants to listen. Without spending lots of money on recording, its hard to be taken seriously, and its really easy to get discouraged. I will always write music no matter if it ever turns into a way to pay the bills or not; that's not my goal. My goal is to always process everything I learn by writing it down on top of some chords or whatever, and to be transparent with whoever takes an interest in my art. Thank you for reading all of this, and for supporting me.

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released April 14, 2014

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