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Friends
02:33
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It's getting hard for me
To have faith in what I cannot see
To trust with my mind and body
In something I cannot see
It's really no surprise,
I feel like I don't fit in
Into any social tribe
I don't feel human
I'm full of bitterness
A shell of a man, I guess
I am not brave or bold
I hide what I love inside my chest
It's really no surprise,
It's really no surprise
If you should start to leave
Just try to see things that I see
You're not a prize to win
You are my only friends
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Hard Lessons
03:01
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There's a hole, a hole in my mind
I can fall into, I can fall into it if I'm not careful
There is a hole, a hole in my heart
My friends fall into, when I lose track of who really loves me
I am a fool
It doesn't really matter what I say
As long as I say that I'm sorry when it's over,
I'm sorry that it's over
It doesn't really matter what I say
As long as I say that I'm sorry when it's over,
I'm sorry that I'm over it
There's a whole other world, aside from the one I'm in
That cares about who I curse, it keeps track of all of my sins
There's a whole other place, inside of my head
It knows what I deserve, it knows I don't deserve to live
I was razed in a wasteland
I broke the commandments
I crept past the curtains
I summoned demons
I prayed for forgiveness
It doesn't really matter what I say
As long as I say that I'm sorry when it's over,
I'm sorry that it's over
It doesn't really matter what I say
As long as I say that I'm sorry when it's over,
I'm sorry that I'm over it
I don't have any friends, I don't have any faith
I don't have any friends, I don't have a thing
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Light
03:26
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What if they find out my secret?
What if they ask me questions that I'm too scared to ask myself?
What if they cast me out?
What if I lose my friends because of this little secret I kept?
What if I'm scared for nothing?
What if I'm scared for nothing?
They say I've got a river of life flowing in my blood,
but I feel damned more often then I feel refined
If I'm a river of life, I'm contaminated, I am wretched, I am vile
I just want to love all of the people in my life
I just want to be whatever "a light" means
I'm ashamed of my tongue, and the evil that it's been
I need to shed my skin
I need to shed my skin
I just want to love
I just want to be
This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine
This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine on me
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Out Of My Head
02:38
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I need to get out of my head
I need to get out of my mind
I need to forget who I am
For just a little while
God, I'm so afraid to fall asleep
I'm afraid of the things that I might see
Do you ever get like me?
I cannot let my mind wander, God I need help, I need to be free
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Loud As Hell
03:27
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You speak too loud for someone with a poorly trained tongue
It's not that hard to conduct yourself in such a way that
doesn't make you come across so dumb
I understand it's a status thing, to call yourself by someone else's name
But how can you remain alive when you have no idea
what it looks like on the other side
Jesus Christ, Timothy, why?
I always point my fingers out at people who don't deserve it
I always call my friends on things that I do all the time
I am my own worst enemy, it's hard not to hate who I've been
But if I cling to honesty and confess my problems with
anyone who will listen then I have hope
I have hope, and that's something
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